Living the moment

Don't sit around waiting for something to happen. Look around you and think how great everything is that God gave you. Open your eyes before it all disappears! Live in THIS moment, because before you know it, the fireworks are going to be over.

Courage, and the Brave

Everyday people go around smiling, laughing and living. But deep down, they're terrified that everything they love could change at any possible moment. Still people go around and do their best to hide their fears. They put on a brave face and lie about how they really feel. Firefighters still go and stop fires, the Military still go and protect our country, everyone does things to act like they aren't scared.  Courage is measured in what you do, not how you feel. Everyone is always afraid. The brave just lie about it better than the rest of us.

Nothingness I Suppose....

Have you ever felt.... Empty? Like there was nothing in the world you lived for? Have you ever looked at your friends photos and pretended that you have done the same things with just as many friends as they have, when secretly in your heart your wishing: I wish I could change lives with them, even for just one day to see how I'm supposed to live, and what its like to live for something?  Have your ever felt jealous of people who have so many friends and live like they're supposed to? I have. In fact, right now, I'm sinking into nothingness, farther and farther because...... I don't really have anything to live for.....

Growing up

When I was five, I was happy because I knew I was growing up. When I was 8, I looked forward to going up a grade. When I was 11, I was the oldest elementary kid, considered the old ones. I'm 13 and looking on my next year, and I've never been more scared in my life. I want to stay little. I don't want to have to worry about boys, temptations, or homework. I want to be a little kid for as long as I can. But its too late. I'm officially growing up. Isn't that a part of life though? Aren't i supposed to become older everyday, grow wiser from my experiences and .. fall in love? This is how my life is suppose to work, right? I hope so, because I've never been less certain or more scared in my entire life! But, then again, I'm ready!

The beauties of Summer

Winter clouds are leaving to haunt another day
The dull brown grass starts to grow another way
The rains are finally stopping
The world is glowing bright
And I see the beauties of summer
are beginning to take flight <3

Happily Ever After Weekend

Last weekend, a Prince and a Princess confessed their love for each other and became married for life. Later, the villian we have been fearing for as long as anyone can remember reached his demise and left the world. It proves what love and faith can do to those who are evil. What says Happily Ever After more than that? <3

Something Special

This morning, I was debating if I wanted to get up or not. And then, I realized, I could barely open my left eye. It was hurting like crazy. I got up and looked at it. It was completely red. It really really hurt and I didn't know what to do. So I went back into bed and just kept my eye closed. It felt really dry and sore. It worried me. I got up and found out I had a pretty bad case of Pink Eye.... Not really what I wanted to hear on a Saturday. Later in the day, I was cleaning up and a speaker fell on my head. Ya it hurt, but it soon become numb and it didn't really bother me. After I went and looked at myself in the mirror.... I hadn't showered, I was wearing crap clothes because I was cleaning, my eye was a little swollen and bright red, my hair was a total rats nest. I looked completely horrible. But I just smiled at myself. I was able to get past my outward apperance and got to how I looked under.... I looked again and realized I was beautiful... And I realized how lucky I was. I know now that just because something is happening to our outward apperance, Pink Eye or Acne, its only temporary. And soon we'll look beautiful in our own way and be something special...